This is a song about acknowledging the toxic parts of yourself. It’s about the lovely phenomenon of wanting someone you can’t, or shouldn’t have, and recognizing that desire in you probably stems from some sort of trauma. 😝 It’s about wanting the love from this particular being so bad, you’re willing to endure all sorts of pain to get it.
That said, the being could really be anything, it could be a person, it could be money, a career, a vice. What does it make you? – Kissflame